The conversation

So, Sunday we went to mom & dad's for dinner as usual. I had to ask dad for money in order to pay my bills this month, so of course I had to tell him why. Believe me when I tell you this was probably one of the hardest things I ever had to tell him, probably 2nd to telling him I was pregnant when I was 18. So, he gave me the money I needed after screaming at me and then giving me the lecture of my life (which by the way, he's not done with). Then I went outside to move the carseats and Brian stayed in the house with dad. When we left Brian told me that my dad had a conversation with him while I was outside. Now, a bit about my dad, he is a very closed person, he doesn't share his feelings very often and is not a very sentimental person or anything of that sort, I think he has told me he loved me about 5 times from as far back as I can remember. So Brian tells me that dad told him that he thinks Brian is the best thing that ever happened to me and that he doesn't know what our plans for the future are but that he thinks Brian will make me happy. Can I just say OMG!!!! I totally started to cry when he told me that. Partially because my dad is not the type of person to say things like that but also because it totally validated all of the feelings I have for Brian. Brian totally reminded me the other day how grateful I am to god for bringing him in to my life. He truly is the best thing that has happened to me. He truly completes me and makes me feel whole. I don't think I have ever felt that before. I look forward to a long and fulfilling life as long as he is part of it.