Too good to be true?

Too good to be true? Can it really be? I really hate that feeling because you know how people say when something seems too good to be true it probably is? I just can't see that with us but at the same time I am so afraid that it is. Lately I feel like we are getting in to more of a groove and now that he's back at work with me and we are on the same schedule I'm just totally afraid that he's going to see the real me and decided that he doesn't like it. Not that I haven't been the real me but he sees so much more of me now than he ever has. I really don't doubt my love for him or his love for me I guess I'm just afraid of that changing. I thought I had found love before and I know now that I had not because this is so much more but there is still that nagging sound in my head that I can't get rid of that reminds me of all the things that could go wrong. Like the title of my blog says "Love like you've never been hurt before," I want that so badly and I will continue to strive for that. I just have to get past these humps in the road. He is so wonderful and I never want to lose that, I just want to hold on tight and never let go. But I am also afraid that if I hold on too tight I will smother him. This love is so different for me. I believe that I may have actually found true love, if there really is such a thing. I think I believe in true love but it's hard to say. I guess it's like believing in god. You don't really know for sure but you believe. So I guess I do believe and I think I have found it. I hope I have found it. I hope it continues.