Can it be?

So Friday I was removed from the training team at work. This was devastating to me as I have been on the team for nearly 2 years now. My boss told me that this had to do with the fact that I have had a pattern of being late and since I was 5 mins late on Thursday and Friday. I know that this has been an issue for me and I actually had not been late any other day that week. I think there were probably other factors that brought this on as well. I am having a difficult time dealing with this change because it is a loss in pay for me. I decided to go ahead and change accounts today and am starting with one of our new clients. This is a good opportunity for me to get away from Qwest so I can not be so burnt out. This is really the background reason for why I had been late so much. I think that even though this is a huge change for me I will be able to work through it. Once I start school I will be going part time anyway and wouldn't have been able to continue on the team. Hopefully this will end up being a good move for me. I called Brian as soon as this happened. He is so amazing. I am falling completely in love! I can't believe it. I don't understand it but I know it's happening. He was there for me just talking to me and listening to me cry on the phone. Then he met me at my house and was just there to comfort me. I spent the rest of the entire weekend with him. It has been the best weekend I have probably ever had. He is so amazing. He just astounds me with everything he does. He offers to help me with so much and my kids absolutely love him. I got to meet his kids this weekend as well. They are sooooooo cute. All of this is so insane to me. I have never felt this way before. And the way he is with my kids is absolutely wonderful. Everything just seems so much like I'm in the movies. Things like this just don't actually happen! I am still very scared but I think more so because I've never felt like this. It might actually be the real thing? So, one of the Ops managers from the other Qwest group called me and wants me to go to his group instead. He is probably the best boss I could possibly ask for. I am really thinking I should go for it. This would also be a good move because I wouldn't be on the phones. I think that is where I am going to go really. I would rather have him as a boss. Ok, well I think I've babbled on long enough. Hope everyone hasn't gotten too lost in my maze of babble...LOL! Anyway, I'm out.