Too good to be true?

I kind of feel like I'm in a dream right now, now I think a better comparision would be like I'm in a romantic-comedy. It is so strange to me to feel like this. I am really scared because of all the what if's that go through my head but I am also so in awe. I can't believe the way he makes me feel. I have never been with a man that was so generous and caring. He wants to help me out with things, even just little things like helping cook or keeping my kids out of the water...LOL! It's just really nice. I think that's really why I feel like this is all just too good to be true. It's so weird because when we talk we can talk about anything and truly I mean ANYTHING! It's just kind of crazy but when there is silence it's ok, it's not that uncomfortable silence. I love it when he holds my hand, the way he touches me and when he puts his arms around me. It is sooooo nice :D I just can't seem to do anything except ramble on about him. This is totally insane. Everytime I read his blog or hear his voice or get an IM from him I just smile. And holy crap talk about laughing! When I read his blog from last night I about died laughing!!! It was a little stalker-ish...lol...but I'm ok with it. You have no idea how much he was turning me on today...and it was totally driving me crazy. AHHHHH!!!! LOL!!! This is really just so totally new to me, so I am just trying to take it day by day, I really don't want to rush into anything but I almost feel like we are. I know he doesn't want that either but on the other hand I kind of do. Seriously I need to get it together...lol! Anyway, I totally have to stop rambling now. So, I am so excited for tomorrow because I get my new escape! I can't wait, I just want to go driving in it and I hate to drive! LMAO! Well, gotta get the kids to bed, more updates later.