Blog-a-thon

And so I have completed my blog-a-thon. I decided a few days ago that I wanted to go back through all of Brian's blogs from the time he started and read them all. Let me just say that I have been reading a while....lol...because I have. :) Anyway, this was very interesting. To see all the things that he has gone through since he began blogging it just makes me feel so much closer to him. Even though most of what I read he had already told me about, as far as feelings and people he thought of and such, I have also laughed a ton, he is the funniest damn person I have ever met. Some of the shit he comes up with just cracks me up. Things are great by the way. I finally realized today what I have actually known for a while but have been trying to ignore. He loves me so much more than I could even imagine possible, as much as it pains me to say it, he loves me more. It's funny because every time I look at him and tell him I love him and he says "I love you more" I try to tell him he doesn't but he does. I cannot explain it. I do not know why it is this way. All I know is that I hope one day I can say that I at least love him as much as he loves me. I love him with everything I have, but I realize now that he has more. Somewhere, somehow, he has more love to give me. I love you Brian.