Grrrrrrrrrr.....
Ok, so can we say "Oh, grow up!!!" So I have been reading a blog of one of Brian's friends from IF. I guess just trying to keep up with the daily drama, I have no idea why I want to but I do. Anyway, so yesterday I read her blog again as she complained some more about her stupid sister in law and how she is going back to her abusive husband. Ok, so her husband has abused her many times as well. So, I posted a comment basically saying she needed to take a look at her own relationship before judging others. She got all totally butt hurt and freaked out being the total bitch that she is and now it seems she has changed her blog address just so I can't read it. All I can say is grow up and get a life if you can't take a little constructive feedback.
Now that I got that out of my system. So, today we get a bill from our landlord saying that we owe them like $150 for lawn care and a water bill. WTF!! I don't think so. First of all, the ad when we rented the place said free lawn care and they hired the people not us, we have our own damn lawn mower, if it wasn't getting mowed every week already, we'd mow it ourselves! Dumb fuckers! As for the water bill, they can screw off since we can't put the water in our name because they own the house and they have to go down to the water company and authorize us to take it over and they have never said anything about it, including when the water got shut off because they hadn't paid the bill in probably 3 months at least. $125 for the lawn care?! K, I can mow it for $15 for the whole year! Not only am I really pissed off about this whole thing but I asked Brian to call the land lord about it and he refuses because he thinks I should do it. Why the hell should I have to do it first of all, second of all I have a really hard time doing anything like that. I hate conflict and I hate calling places to do pretty much anything. I have this burn in the pit of my stomach and I feel like my heart is going to beat itself right out of my chest. I have really bad anxiety when it comes to things like that. Every time I've ever had to do anything like that all that has happened is me completely freaking out, not being able to control myself and nothing ends up getting resolved. I CAN'T DO IT!!!! I don't know why or how else to explain it, I just know that I feel like I'm going to die every time something like this comes up. He thinks he is helping me by "making" me do it. It's not, it just makes me more upset about the whole damn thing.
Now that I got that out of my system. So, today we get a bill from our landlord saying that we owe them like $150 for lawn care and a water bill. WTF!! I don't think so. First of all, the ad when we rented the place said free lawn care and they hired the people not us, we have our own damn lawn mower, if it wasn't getting mowed every week already, we'd mow it ourselves! Dumb fuckers! As for the water bill, they can screw off since we can't put the water in our name because they own the house and they have to go down to the water company and authorize us to take it over and they have never said anything about it, including when the water got shut off because they hadn't paid the bill in probably 3 months at least. $125 for the lawn care?! K, I can mow it for $15 for the whole year! Not only am I really pissed off about this whole thing but I asked Brian to call the land lord about it and he refuses because he thinks I should do it. Why the hell should I have to do it first of all, second of all I have a really hard time doing anything like that. I hate conflict and I hate calling places to do pretty much anything. I have this burn in the pit of my stomach and I feel like my heart is going to beat itself right out of my chest. I have really bad anxiety when it comes to things like that. Every time I've ever had to do anything like that all that has happened is me completely freaking out, not being able to control myself and nothing ends up getting resolved. I CAN'T DO IT!!!! I don't know why or how else to explain it, I just know that I feel like I'm going to die every time something like this comes up. He thinks he is helping me by "making" me do it. It's not, it just makes me more upset about the whole damn thing.
posted by bccw123 at
5:37 PM
6 Comments:
perhaps it wasnt so much as to i dont even have a clue as to who the hell you are and you are giving me "advice" and telling me shit i already KNOW and shit that ive already thought about and shit that ive already heard. maybe it was the fact you couldnt come out and say it like a big girl. instead you had to post annonymously ;)
p.s. im glad your life is so dull you must read about mine :)
perhaps you should take my advice and learn how to handle shit, like calling your landlord, on your own. be a grown up. dont rely on others to handle dirty work so much. and apparently honey, you do enjoy conflict othewise you wouldnt have kept responding to my comments.
Thank you for the great advice, I'll keep that in mind when I crawl in to bed with the man I love, and who doesn't hurt me if I don't do what he wants.
hehe good to see you think something like my husband beating me over me not doing what he wants is sooo funny. it takes a big person to think that way. ;) how about you just mind your own damn business ;) or are you really that pathetic and bored?
i realize i am a complete idiot for staying and i dont need it thrown in my face every other fucking day. in one of my recent posts it says, we women, are stupid. meaning MYSELF included. again, i feel you were bashing on my feelings although hypocritical to feel that way about my sister in law when i myself am being treated like shit, they were still my feelings and i felt the need to express them. i dont remember saying he abused her, i just said she was a complete idiot for going back. I WOULD BE TOO IF I HAD LEFT AND WENT BACK. my blog is to say what i cant say to some people. i dont appreciate your giving me advice annonymously. if you have something to say dont be afraid to fucking say it and be yourself. dont hide like a child.
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