YAY! uhhh kinda.....

Well it starts today. I'm both scared and excited. I'm super tired today too so that makes me more nervous about it but if I don't start now I won't do it. There will always be some excuse. I really want this though. I want to feel better and have more energy and I know that if I do this then all of the things about myself that I want to fix I will be able to do just by doing this one thing. It will really start the ball rolling but only if I stick to it. Support at home is pretty much nill, Brian doesn't think I can do it. All I get is negative vibes from him over it. I don't think he realizes how much his support means. I have no doubts about the fact that this will be difficult and every little bit helps. I hope to have more support from my sister since we'll be doing it together. I know that once I start to lose inches from my waist it will really help motivate me. I really can't wait to start seeing results. I think I'm going to start trying to plan meals better, like at least a week in advance. I think that will help with the schedule as well as keeping me in check with what I eat. That's another area I really have to work on. I have changed some of my eating habits but I still have more to change.