It's difficult to describe how I feel right now. I talked to the mom last night, she made me feel better and actually got me back to a point where I could think again. I am grateful for that. I'm sorry that this became such a big issue. It is not what I wanted. I'm not sorry that I am hurt over this, I will not be sorry for my feelings. I am sure that any other woman you asked would feel the same way I did about your comment. I felt like you were personally attacking me and my daughter, that is the reason I was hurt by the comment. I am sorry for my yelling and losing control of my thoughts. I hate feeling that way, I hate that I let myself get to that point. I hate that I hurt you and made you upset and that you couldn't study. I don't want to hurt you. I feel like we have both put too much stress on each other. I know that I feel overwhelmed as I'm sure you do too. I don't know how to fix this, we are going to have stress, we can't avoid it. But I think we have both been putting it on each other while trying to deal with it. I love you with every part of my being. I love you undeniably and that will never change. I feel as if you are shutting down your feelings and putting up a wall, I don't want that. I hope that we can work on this together during the semester break. I know it's not a long time but if we can figure out a plan on how to deal with the stress before it starts again I hope that we will be able to move forward and deal with these things reasonably as they come up. I love you.

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