I did it.

I wrote back to Jamaal today. I was very short and all typed, I don't feel he deserves a hand written letter. I basically just told him that there will never ever be a chance in hell for him to be with me again and that I don't believe a word he has told me about anything. I really am very glad he is in jail. At least I know where he is if and when I decide I am going to pursue charges against him. I really just want to put everything behind me though and move on with my life. Letting him in to my life is probably the only thing I truly regret in my life. I think the only thing that would probably be different right now if that hadn't happened if my financial status. I hope that we are able to recover from this quickly and move on with the better things in life and what I am enjoying so much right now. Being totally and completely in love and having such a wonderful group of family and friends.