Update YAY!

Well it has been a while hasn't it. So, guess I have to update everyone a bit. We both got job offers at DirecTV and we moved to Boise a week and a half ago. Started our new jobs last week, so far looks very good, I'm quite liking they offer, training is a bit boring mostly because I know most of it already. I also did some testing for Qwest here for a new center they are opening, they called me for an interview but I haven't actually been able to talk to them yet. If they offer me a job there will be a lot of thinking to do because as far as I know so far they actually pay less than DirecTV does. Brian got a call today from a friend that wanted him to come to work in Blackfoot, starting wage, $13/hr and then up to $25/hr after he passed his boards. It really sucks since we just moved here but apparently they also have an office here in Eagle and his friend was going to see if they might put him on here. That would be totally AWESOME!!! Things are really looking up right now. My house has only been on the market for a week and I already got an outstanding offer that I accepted! Yay!! I can't wait until we can buy a house here, have to get Brian's credit fixed and mine too for that matter since I haven't been able to pay the credit card bill and I missed 1 house payment.

On to bigger and better things. I love spending all of my time with the love of my life. I think we are finally starting to get past that honeymoon phase. We have actually had a couple of arguments but they aren't the kind that I'm used to, they were really more just disagreements rather than arguments. I'm more used to the knock down, drag out fights. It's really nice I must say, even though I might get mad or he might get mad, I know that we will have a discussion about it and for the most part the problem will get taken care of. It's really weird working with him here because it's a new place of work and we haven't really gotten used to all the rules and what things are enforced and what aren't...LOL. It's really hard not to be able to hold his hand or kiss him out on break or anything of that nature. Really sucks too. LOL. Anyway, I think I'd better finish up since I need to get the kids off to bed.

Busy, busy, busy.

Holy crap! I can't believe it's been so long since I blogged. Just haven't really had much time lately. We have been to Boise like 4 or 5 times in the last month. Seems like every weekend plus once during the week. It's crazy. I wish we could just move and then get a job when we get there instead of driving back and forth constantly, not only can we not afford to do that but I'm also just sick of the drive. I just want to be home. I am starting to feel like my sisters house is home. Anyway, things are not really moving along very fast on the job market. We really have to find something that pays better in order to be able to buy a house there. I am really starting to feel the stress of not having any money now. I hate this feeling so bad. Now my parents are hounding me, I think they are just realizing that I am actually serious about moving. I know that they want to protect me and they don't want to see me in the financial state that I am in but I have to make my own choices based on what I think is best for my family and this is what I think will be best. I cannot continue working here with the money I am making. Now the problem is actually telling my parents that they can't make my decisions for me and that I am going to make mistakes and they can't protect me from them. I just want to get this move over with so we can start our lives there. I can't wait. I feel like I am being distant with Brian a lot lately. I don't know why. I am trying to figure out what I am feeling and why. I'm pretty sure that it is because of the money situation and I just need to figure it all out.