I'm so sorry. I cannot begin to express how sad and upset and frustrated I am with myself and my coping skills. I don't want to lose you. I cannot lose you. I can't. I'm so sorry that I made you feel that way. I don't want to hurt you, I never intended to do that. I don't know how to handle my feelings some times. I feel so much like you completely ignore my feelings some times. I'm not saying that you mean to do that because I know you don't but I don't know how to get through to you. I'm sorry you feel like I am being selfish, that is one thing I have always tried never to be. I love you more than I can ever possibly express. I am so afraid of who I will become with out you. You are the one I want to be with every day for the rest of my life. We have to find a way to work this out, I want us both to be happy. I don't want to hurt anymore and I don't want to fight ever again. I wish I could find the words to express all of the things I am feeling right now but I don't know how. I'm asking for your help. Please. I love you with every piece of my being.