Where do we go from here?

I don't know where to go now. I'm tired of going over the same old things too but I guess it feels like the only thing that we can do right now because we are spinning our wheels and I can't just not do anything because that would be giving up. I can't give up either. It really would be easier to do that but it's not what I want. I love you like I never thought I could love anyone. I didn't think this kind of love really existed. In some ways I would love for things to go back to the way they were in the begining but in other ways I don't because then we would still be stuck in that "honeymoon" stage and still not going anywhere. I hate that we have to go through this and I know that having a good relationship takes a lot of work but I'm so afraid that I'm going to just give in to the easy way as things get harder and I don't want to do that. I want you to know that I am on your side and always will be. Apparently you don't always feel that way but please believe me when I say it because it is true. I love you with more than I thought I had to love with and I can't give up on that. We have to find a way to get through this. Please help me learn to trust myself and to trust that you won't leave.