At a loss.....

I am at such a loss. I took 5 hours off work today because when I talked to J last night he still needed me to take him to American Falls for court for his night in jail due to his license. So I got off work this morning and was headed to my house to get his address and called him on the way there so I could leave him a message for when he got out of class to call me and give me directions to his place. He answered the phone and got all pissy with me because he was in class and he got everything taken care of with the whole court thing this morning. I said well it would have been nice if you had called me to let me know it was taken care of because I took most of the day off work to take you. Then he said well you can just keep working then. I said, I already left. I got off the phone with him because he had to get back to class. After sitting and thinking a bit I just decided I would call his home number and leave a message letting him know that I would be there at 2:00 when he got done with class to pick up my credit card and have him sign a contract stating he would have the money paid back to me in full in 6 months. He answered the phone when I called there. So, I told him that I wasn't sure that I wanted to further our relationship and I asked how he felt about it. He said he still wanted to be with me. I told him he had a funny way of showing it. He asked when I would be home from work and I told him I wasn't going back to work today. He said he was on his way up here now. So, we'll see what happens. I'll keep my page updated as the story evolves.......